seemed
empty..so i rushed towards her...only to find out she manipulated her
own regulator and made it to fast drip...i was so nervous coz the air
level was near her arm already....i immediately removed her IVF and
said to her that she could've died..and i could've been expelled and my
ci's license captured...God, i was so nervous that time...i can't bear
losing a patient that way....
change is inevitable, we say that we can't pass the same spot in a river twice, coz time and life is a continuous cycle...everything's changing, we all change. and in myself, i know i changed...but in a good way i guess. however a friend a while ago said....let me quote that....
"napansin ko bets and laki ng pinagbago mo..."
i didn't know how to react and i felt bad when i heard this...is it because i learned to like take care of myself? is it because i learned to dress ok and lose some weight? is it because finally, i learned to be extrovert and talk to people? is it because i am not as quiet as before? or as naive back then?
yeah, i changed, but on what i see and i hear from people, i changed for the better, and the thing that this particular friend told me, well...is insulting and hurtful in some aspects...from all people, it came from her, my friend. i am still bets, i am still that sweet and caring girl, smart and humble girl, funny and cheerful girl you met 3 years ago...im still her...i changed they way i dress or the way i look, i changed from being an introvert into an extrovert, but hey, im still bets, the girl you loved before. and if i could defend myself about this, i would...coz i know in myself, i am still bets. a little louder this time, a little sophisticated and a little brave to fight for herself...
i know my friends would defend me coz they know me well, they know how i became who i am now and what made me like this...i am still me...modified in some ways, but i am still bets...and for one thing? it's not me who changed a lot, it's you...you're in denial for your changes that you see me as such...you changed...not the same person i met 3 years back..i hate to tell this, but i love you more when you were still you...and now that i can barely recognize you, the love for that friend i met 3 years back is slowly fading...dont let that disappear please...if you know about this fact, please, bring your old self back before it's too late...
| tiring acads | for everyone |
omg...
IT'S MONDAY AGAIN...
and academic overload awaits me...
well, at least in my major subjects only...
coz the 3 minors? crap. waste of time.
lousy instructors.
di ako natututo..
random thoughts:
* high school year book - at last, the people are moving, well, i admit, i was supposed to help in that thing, but, i was shy to suggest that we do it...and after 3 years, saka lang ulit gagawin, at least (i hope) we can make it before we graduate ayt?
*seminar - for 360 pesos, i had 2 certificates for CPR and physical assessment...i learned a lot, tips for board exams and stuff.
*zagu - my fave cold drink...shake shake shake...pero as in sobrang ginaw sa sm kanina...and i was brave to even buy zagu..haha
*impulsive buyer - i have this friend who buys everything she sees nice, tsk tsk...being impulsive sometimes is bad, and yes, extravagant...she bought shoes and a blouse in just a stop..tsk tsk
*mami rhea's heartbroken - she had this suitor who looks so damn hot, bench model and has this cute pink car...he's nice, and sweet. when she goes to church, he would like show up to surprise her...the catch? the reason he was always showing up is because he's leaving...actually sa monday na flight nya papuntang states..bye mico,ingat ka...see you after 3 years... gago ka, sad si mami ko dahil sau.
*pink blouse - i look good in pink ***wink wink
* mang inasal - the new restau in sm, good food...really good food
*callalily - they'll be in baguio on 24...can't w8
and yes, im sleepy....
nyters....
| floater versus sinker | for everyone |
BAGUIO CITY: 10 degrees this morning (gad, it was so cold)
STATUS: annoyed, bored and depressed for no reason
CRAVING: food anf more food
i can't lose weight...im such a food addict ^^
NEW FACT LEARNED:
*** there are two kinds of stool, the sinker and the floater...if your shit sinks, poor you, you have a bad diet, but if your shit floats, you are healthy and has a good diet.
TOO BAD IM A SINKER....
WHAT DO I EAT ANYWAY?
1. ice cream
2. chips and more chips
3. grilled chicken
4. burger
5. fries
6. and more junk food
*** but i drink dutchmill and yakult...that's good ayt? or not?
*** ACADEMIC OVERLOAD IN MY MEDICAL-SURGICAL SUBJECT...
DISEASES AND MORE DISEASES,,,CRAP...I CANT TAKE ANYMORE OF THAT.
| TO HIM.... | for everyone |
Love has always been a mystery for me. I've been into three relationships before and it all ended the way I never expected it to be. Though it's hard and painful, I accepted it, stood up and moved along. It was a cycle, and endless cycle not until I met Erish. I didn't know if Ithis would last or it will end up like before. I don't know if I can handle that or I can take that. This was so amazing that letting go would be ten timeS harder than before. I let Robert go before and recovered a year after, if Erish would leave me, I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to move on. I loved Erish too much I guess. It was him who showed me the kind of love I've never felt before, it's superb. I am happy today than any other day in the past. I've been with him for just a month, and now, I'm into another long distance relationship wherein the days when we'll meet are uncertain. It will be six long months that we'll be apart, and that, is hard for me.
IT IS POSSIBLE TO GIVE WITHOUT LOVING BUT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO LOVE WITHOUT GIVING, THE MEASURE OF LOVE IS TO GIVE WITHOUT MEASURE
I am trusting him with all my heart, that this time, this will work out. I've been hoping to meet my true love and I hope this is it. It has been two months and no problems so far, I hope this would continue to be smooth sailing for both of us. I am trying my best to make this work out, and I know he is too. Erish has been so understanding and kind to me, that I am childish at time to even make arguments about nonsense...I miss quarrels, I love it when we quarrel and the guy would like be sweet to make up. When I did these? Even if it's my fault, he said sorry..many times. It was so sweet to have him, so harmless and nice. He's like my dream guy, there may be imperfections, but he is that guy I've been dreaming of since I was a kid. My love for Erish grew more each day. He is now, loved by my friends. He was so nice that he befriended with my friends, they get along very well that even now that he's far from them, they still txt each other. He calls my mami rhea as mami too. He knows dhai, pat. rhods. kats, myrle and dom so well now. It's flattering to see your bf be friends with your friends. It's sweet.
Erish is now a part of my life, of me... and losing him would be intolerable, i would not know how to live my life...he's so special and important to me now...I love him so much and this love will surely not fade...coz deep in my heart, there's only him...ERISH DUQUE PRINIEL, I AM DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU AND I MISS YOU SO BADLY....
| hands down | for everyone |
It was the forum about the projects and proposals of the Opposition in the May 2007 elections held at FGB Hall of the University of Baguio. Critics, journalists, professionals and students attended the forum. I was not supposed to be there but when I saw his name in the banner, I insisted in coming inside the full-packed room in order to have a glimpse of him. I adore him so much.
kung tatakbo siya sa anumang posisyon sa darating na eleksyon, iboboto ko siya.
kung sa mga darating na taon ay tatakbo siyang presidente ng bansa...
100% ang suporta ko sa kanya....
Siya ang imahe ng katarungan, kaalaman at totoong serbisyo sa pilipino.
siya ang boses ng masa at kabataan
ang galing niya sobra...i was so enlightened and amazed
| THIS | for everyone |
"I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU AND NOW THAT I'VE FOUND YOU, I'M NEVER LETTING YOU GO..I PROMISE"
I'VE BEEN INTO PRINCESS HOURS WATCHING FOR DAYS NOW...
| BETHANY DUTY (FEB 8-10, 2007) | for everyone |
UPS
- Nakapunta din ako ng perya sa wakas. Masaya sobra.
- Nakasakay din ako ng Ferris Wheel, perya style. Ibang iba sa enchanted, mas masaya sa perya, kasi panay ang sigaw ko, para kasing maaalis ung inuupuan ko.
- Nakatikim ako ng iba't ibang pagkain sa plaza, mula sa isaw, hanggang sa balut. yummy
- Nakakita ako ng beach, after 1 year. haha
- Masaya kasama ang mga groupmates out of town, kasama sa room at kasalo sa pagkain. Kahit nagbibihis sa harap ng isa't isa, ayos lang, kahit nga mga lalaki pa sila. haha
- Nawala ang sakit ko dahil sa lamig ng baguio.
- Pag gising mo sa umaga, beach agad makikita mo, refreshing.
- Got to experience new things lalo na sa hospital
- Sumakay ng bus pauwi, masaya.
- Mabigyan ng allowance lalo na fiesta doon
- MAkasama ang friends, the best.
- Maging head nurse sa first day ng duty, bawal umupo kasi sa iyo ipinagbilin ang groupmates, mali nila, mali mo din. Check ang lahat ng medications ng 8 am, 10 am at 1 pm. Private rooms kami, ang groupmates asa bedside, naka aircon sila. Ikaw, nasa hallway at nurse's station, walang aircon. Palakad lakad, walang upuan at pahinga.
- Magkaroon ng terror at toxic na CI.
- Pati soapie, ieexplain mo lahat sa kanya, irerecite mo ang classification, trade name, generic name, indication, side effects, adverse effects, contraindications at nursing considerations ng meds ng patient mo. Habang chinecheck nya ang soapie, ibigay ang lahat ng rationale at iexplain ang diagnosis ng patient mo.
- Magpapass ng clinical paper sa monday, which is one day after uwian. O dba?
- Magpapass ng case study sa friday, case presentation sa saturday + rotational exams worth 50 points.
- imemorize lahat ng medications na nakita mo sa duty at sabihin ang lahat ng mentioned sa taas.shet.
- mainit...sobrang init!!! di ako sanay.
- makita ang Callalily sa personal, marinig ang Magbalik first hand at live at makita sa personal si Kean.
- Marinig ang MYMP, Spongecola, Itchyworms at Hale.
| kaluguran daka | for everyone |
------------the mere thought of you there, keeps me holding on
----you gave me the reason to be happy
-------------------------you made me love life even more
----losing you would be devastating
-------i love thee
| the line between | for everyone |
...ano nga ba ang mas matimbang, ang mga kaibigan o ang taong mahal mo
...sino ba dapat ang pipiliin mo?
lately, i was hurt, i didn't expect all these things to happen. Akala ko pag naging close ang bf ko sa friends ko, magiging ok lahat, i didn't expect things to be this complicated. I am caught between them, im confused and hurt..so hurt.
"break up" isn't a nice thing to hear, especially from your friends....i am hurt...so hurt...
| goodbye to my teenage years | for everyone |
will i be concerned more on social issues?
will i think by now how i want to live my life?
will i reminisce all what happened in my 19 years of life and become a better person?
will....
will...
will i be an older version of the betchai they've known ever since?
well, it's 5 hours till i turn 20 and counting...
| selective mutism | for everyone |
for my 20 years of life, all i did was impress them, make them proud and do whatever they wish. I studied hard and worked my ass off just to comply with their aspirations and dreams of having a PERFECT daughter. It was frustrating whenever i got an 8/10 mark in my quizzes, coz they'll surely freak out...
"You must study harder, an 8 is not a 10"
when i finally got to elementary level, the competition grew more complex, i have to double my effort, coz my mom works for that university, and when im good, she would surely be acknowledged...damn life! first honor mula simula hanggang mag graduate...yet they were never satisfied...they placed me in an exclusive school where my sister and borther went into, she was valedictorian so i had to triple my effort to comply again with their "requirements"
i never experienced the typical high school life scenarios...courting, kilig moments and shallow love happiness...i was trapped in a fat body, which finds happiness and satisfaction in studying, being a dork and all that less the glasses. All my life i have been manipulated, doing whatever they desire, doing what ever they say. I never decided for myself, i never became a better person. i was stagnant, in a statis...not knowing what the real world can offer me.
and then there was this favoritism issue...wherein im here doing all they want, doing whatever they desire, and yet they never acknowledged me, they never loved me the same way they love my sister and my younger brother...it was a painful endurance on my part, swallowing all hurt and anguish from what i feel, i see and i hear...from them, my own parents.
i never felt the love i wanted all my life. i wanted to go to a good school in college, to be able to be properly prepared for the real life. but i was not given a choice, i was allowed to take entrance examinations in the schools i want to enter, but i had no other choice but go to the school i was in since elementary. Pampalubag loob lang pala iyon. I was frustrated yet i accepted what they wanted, coz i took into consideration the expenses...libre ako sa Ub, sa SLU o UP hindi. iyon nalang ung inisip ko...nakakahiya kila mama kung magpupumilit akong magaral sa mahal. But the ironic thing here is, my sister graduated from SLU...and yes, my younger brother is in UP diliman right now. Ang saya diba? napaka FAIR ng buhay ko.
it was lately when i found myself...i bloomed, even people i knew before didn't recognize me...i felt pretty..for the first time in my life, i felt pretty. since i was a child my parents told me im ugly, im fat...they would always make fun of me in parties and family reunions, not knowing their "daughter" is hurt. Dinala ko ung hanggang paglaki ko. It was hard for me to be confident enough to face the cruel world when my parents and family themselves criticize me, discriminate me...and now that i am pretty, they say malandi na ako...how unfair can they get???
and then when i was 19, i met my true love. the person who showed me im wanted and loved. who showed me that i am lovable. who made me feel the love i was longing for since a child. i told my parents the truth for i do not want to lie to them or keep something from them. But they never understood me, i am 20 years old!!! i know what is right from wrong! i am not a child anymore that they can manipulate any time they want. alam ko ginagawa ko, pero bakit sa akin parang napakalaki ng galit niyo? nung nagkabf si ate shean, 26 lang siya, pero ok lang sa inyo, may gf si tots nung high school pa lang siya, si kuya axe may gf ngaun, pero bakit sa akin, ayaw niyo? do you want me to stay miserable and lonely all my life? complying to all your wishes? robot ba ako na kailangang utusan bago gagalaw? do you realize that you're putting me into a prison, a place like hell...one thing's for sure...IM FED UP! im fed up in being this goody good girl who always follow what you want, im fed up being the "not loved child", im fed up crying!!!
bakit kung kailan ako masaya, hindi nila ako naiintindihan...
all i ask is trust...for them to trust their daughter, if they consider me as such
and then here...im mute...mute and sad...mute and hungry...mute and frustrated...mute and i think im losing my sanity...
pagod na akong magmahal sa inyo, dahil kahit minsan hindi niyo naappreciate ginagawa ko...kahit minsan ma, daddy...hindi niyo ako minahal...='(
| his ex | for everyone |
read from bottom: sa baba po ang start ng pagbasa.
NGAUN KAYO MAGJUDGE, SINONG MAS GUSTO NIYO...ANG SHITZU NA MAY BREEDING O ANG BUGS BUNNY NA TAKLESA'T MAHADERA
SHITZU DAW NA PUROS NOO
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BUGS BUNNY. MAHADERA. TAKLESA NA PUROS NGIPIN
- whoah! i didn't know that people can be so irritated sometimes, like this girl i know who is always bringing trouble to his ex BF and making some excuses just to get him back because he dumped her like a trash...... RISH whatever happens me and together with my BFF will always support your relationship with Angela... if ever she was branded to have a big forehead, well its ok atleast she has brains not like that mukhang azusenang babae na mukhang suso(snails, slug) ang bibig... she has to look herself in the mirror first before she comment on people she doesn't really know, why? eh hindi naman siya maganda, ang lakas ng loob niya.. if i were you bern go and find na lang na boyfriend na basurero because thats where you belong...
- Oh yeah, thanks for the comments. oh ano bern? what can you say? where's your brain? **@$$#(o)l3** putcha laking ASA mo naman...
- eto para sa umaaway kay bets ^^
away .. away .. away..
cge pasali ha??
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- ayy... bugs bunny pla... dami ko typhos... wehehehe.... gago ung keyboard ng pc eh... kelangan mung murderin ung "s" para lng mai-type... well, anyways... burn biatch! burn!!! in the word of G's, back off foo'! we be kickin' yo ass ghetto style...!! oh dba!!!
- hai naku,... c bets? shitzu/? ahh... so cute... cno ung bug bunny??? c bern??? pucha!! mas cute pa c bug bunny ah! auz lng kht puro noo c bets... it just shows na very intelligent xa... omg! malayong mas maganda at mas matalino nman ang bagong gf muh rish! d best xa... mabait, honest, one-man-woman, trustworthy and xempwe, maganda at maporma... oh... san ka pa!! at isa pa, d xa tulad ng iba na nagpapaka bitch pra lng magustuhan ng mga lalake... man! ur so luck to have bets in ur lyf... ur better off without that burning witch,... weeeehhhhh!!! asar-talo lng kxe yang ex moh kea sablay lague ang tirada nya...
- erish cun b yung ex mu????
well buti n klng hiniwalayan mu kaxe mukha ciang malaking ngipin n tinubuan ng mukha... HUH??? BUrn bIatch!!!
BUti n lang ang ganda ng gf mu ngayon kundi inabot k ng kamalassan dahil s ngipin nia tas mukha nia ma an-an... nu ba yan????
c angela b un Gf mu??? ang ganda nia en mukha ciang imatalino ha??
balita ko scholar cia ng UB100% wow... galing....
bout ex naman pakitigilan na nia ang pagkchildish nia... en obvious namn n gus2 k p nia...
hay loooooooooooooooooossssssssssssssssssseeeeeerrrr
tigilan n nia ung pretty mung gf...
sa totoo lang di ko maintindihan kung bakit siya nagkakaganyan, ano bang pinaghihimutok ng buthche nya? sana tingnan niya sarili niya sa salamin kaso baka mabasag...
anung sabi nia s gf mu ngayon... shitzu(may breeding ha??).. eh cia askal... eeeewwwwwww ugali ha???
- nyihihihihihihihi.. ngipin b un o anu? nyihihihi..
..pimple o an an? hahahaha
wlang wala sya kai angela.. God utak plang, sinasamba na yan..
.. back off walking an an.. hihihihihi..
.. that's all folks! bugs bunny! pangit mu! hihihihihihihihi..
..hi erish,, hihihih
- ok ok ok, well, that was some fight...i want to end
this up, coz for one thing, it ruining this great page...and besides,
with all your whining, it gets into my nerves already, hey girl, get a
life ok? and get all these "pobre" tongue spits out of
here...nakakahiya ka, kababae mo pa namang tao, parang walang
manners...are you really like this? no wonder so many people hates
you...just stop screwing what we have, coz for one thing, you are not
helping yourself, sa ginagawa mong iyan, you're pushing other people in
branding to be what you claim to be by the way you talk about stuff. if
i do not know you and see you act so childish? gad, i would definitely
brand you as such. mas matanda ka sa akin so i assume you know more,
(maybe not academically, haha) but here's the point...if you shut up?
then i shut up...and everybody involved would shut up..and we all have
peace of mind...so please, stop this nonsense. it would definitely help
if we all just shut up and mind our own business
- haha.. kuya erish, natawa naman ako sa usapan nyo. ex mo ba yun? opinion lang, too bad. oo nga, puro ngipin nga sya. hahaha. pero at least may better girl ka na. from the way she talks, intelehente. another opinion, puro talkshit lang yung ex mo.
- OH asan na pala ung comment mo sakin na kasama ung PICTURE ng bf mo ngaun??? bakit mo inalis?? kasi ba pareho kayo??? PAREHO KAYONG PANGET!!! bwahahaha.... insecure kaya inalis ung pix nila..bwahahahaha.. ayusin mo muna buhay mo dude..hahaha kaya parepareho yang pix na yan kasi isang araw lang yan iba't ibang pose lang.. asa ka naman dude.. sa CAM ng CP ko yan kuha kaya ganyan...hahaha.. KADIRI KA DUDE!!!
- Engot ka pala eh? palamunin? sus kapal mo naman! nung tayo nga eh puros flower ang gusto mo, ang gusto mo pa pag pumupunta ako sa inyo e may dala ako fruits, kapal mo naman dude baka ikaw? ayusin mo naman sarili mo, di ung kanikanino ka nalang pumapatol. baka mamaya pati si..... ooopsss... kadiri ka naman, di hamak na mas maganda sayo yang GF ko at mas matalino sayo? sa tingin mo anong nagustuhan ko sayo? WALA kasi pang display ka lang naman, puro bao lang laman nyang ulo mo walang maipagmamalaki, SELFISH ka kasi, aminin mo. puro noo ba?? o ikaw ano ba? puro NGIPIN nalang ung nasayo.. hahaha BUGS BUNNY.. bwahahahahahaha... kadiri ka naman.. ganyan ba ipinalit mo? hahahaha... ayusin mo muna sarili mo due bago ka manghusga.. kaya ka laging inaaway ng mga FRIENDS mo kasi magulo ang buhay mo..hahaha.. and isa pa pala, noong tayo, MAHILIG KANG MAKIPAG FLIRT SA MGA EX-BF MO, KASI DI MO MATANGGAP NA INIWAN KITA, AND ISA PA SERYOSO AKO SA RELATIONSHIP, DI GAYA MO NA 2 TIMER..BWAHAHAHAHA.. ASA!
- feeling mu ang gwapo mu? whakokokokok yaks... mukha
kang abnormal dude... and ung gf mu mukhang shitshu na puros noo...
sana noo n lang xa... hekhekhek... dude magpalit k naman ng t-shirt mu
pag nagpapapicture parang iisa lang eh... kakaasi met nag ubing...
parang palaboy ng baguio... kung kanikanino nkikitira hekhekhek dude
kapal ng face mu ah believe n ako sa thick face n meron k kc isa kang
palamunin... hehehe cguro ung gf mu ang gumagastos... hekhekhek... naku
dude hekhekhek kakaasi met ti gf mu gamin studyante met sika lang ti
makaib-ibus ti allowance na hekhekhek... naku whakokokok
Posted 8/3/2007 5:15 AM
Ayos comment ng EX ko ah!...yan naba xa?.. hahaha!! di hamak na mas maganda Angela ko kesa sayo anoh?...siguro wala k ng makitang gwapo kaya xa na ung pinili mo?? hahaha...
Posted 8/3/2007 4:44 AM
- she thinks she can like screw us, or screw what we have erish, haha..poor her, hay, nakakaawa, hello?! she cheats on you, then when you finally decided to break it up, and you found another girl who'll love you, she then accuses you of cheating on heR...SHE feels as if she's a POOR-BROKE-VICTIMIZED-MELANCHOLIAL CHIC...well, you are!!! poor you...anyways, enough of this bunny issues!!! hahaha....ANYWAYS, HAPPY MONTHSARRY GUIN KO..LOVE YOU POH, MWAH!!!
friendster brings people together...and even those who you never wanted to meet or see, lately, my bf's page had a comment from his ex...and it was a slideshow of HER PICTURES..i was annoyed so i made a comment...pataas lang po ang pagbasa.
 | how painful can it get? | for everyone |
how painful can this get?
i have to go through different ways just to ease the pain i.e. knee chest, squatting and even fetal positions, warm compress and the best way: sleeping so as to forget how painful my period is.
alternative: MYDOL (but i don't want to drink meds when im having my period so as not to have tolerance, baka habang tumatagal mgging dependent na ako sa gmot saka baka pataas ng pataas ang dosage)
hate hate hate my periods....(ouch!)
| friend | for everyone |
------ grey's anatomy
In life we often see things in a blurred setting, wherein blaming is inevitable. When someone asks us some advices, we talk a lot, tell things we think can help. But with these advices, we do not seem to realize one thing, "do i really know what I'm talking about?"
I've experienced many encounters with friends. They ask for my advice. Yet i always say things as if I know everything. In love matters, I mix reality with logic and logic with experience. But in the first place, I do not know what love really is.
We often give advices to others without understanding what the cause really is.
Friend1:'"Girl, niloloko niya ako"
Friend2: "ibreak mo na"
Friend1: "mahal ko eh"
Friend 2: "eh ano? niloloko ka naman niya"
Friend 1: "ano gagawin ko?"
Friend 2: "mkipagbreak ka tpos hanap ka ng iba, dmi dyan no"
It's so easy for us to conclude and suggest solutions to others' problems without weighing the situation, without putting ourselves in their shoes and realize how they really feel.
We must see two sides of the story, and we must see things in a clear vision. We must know what the cause really is in order to know how to solve it.
advising should be like this:
Friend1: "Niloloko nya ako"
Friend2: "Sure ka ba?
Friend1: "Ata, kasi may kasama syang iba"
Friend2: "Ata? kausapin mo siya dapat to be sure at dapat may evidence ka"
Friend1: "Paano kng oo?"
Friend2: "ang tanong mahal mo ba?"
Friend1: "sympre"
Friend2: "Ganito yan, if you love the person, have an open communication, talk to him, ask him everything you want to know, para open book kau sa isa't isa, para hindi one way street ung love"
Friend1: "Paano pag snabi nyang di na nya ako mahal?"
Friend2: " Pakawalan mo girl, selfless love is true love"
Friend1: "Ang hirap girl"
Friend2 :"Ikaw, kung ano ang nafefeel mong dapat, dun ka, im just here to guide you."
Friend1: "Ok ill think about it, thanks ha"
Friend2: "anytime"
Are you a true friend or someone who thinks she is?
| metung ka lang | for everyone |
I love you, I just do...
| i feel bitter today | for everyone |
my life is inevitably unpredictable...and yes, i admit it...sad and bitter
i have been so hurt by the people around me, especially my family.
i just hope someday, they will realize my worth, they would appreciate me, as me.
i hope they could just accept me as me, and i hope they wouldn't ask for more
STATUS: confused and ugly
Each day that passes by makes me wonder, what if i look like her or what if i have her body. It's not because I envy them, it's just people around me make feel ugly that sometimes, i would like look at others and wish i can look like them. Since a child, i never felt pretty and wanted. I always felt small, fat and ugly. People make me feel this way that's why i never had self esteem and confidence. I would be in a corner, crying...
My life is boring...and ugly
I am ugly and boring
I
fat
ugly
i
ugly
boring
i am fat
fat ugly fat
| i miss BLS | for everyone |
BLS was boring at the first two days, but after that? i learned to love it.
Nakakasad kasi tapos na, it was a moment to enjoy with groupmates.
> masaya kasi favorite kami ni sir ligawen at sir pagaduan, why? coz we're the best group. sa bandaging, other groups failed, kami lang ang hindi. According to them, since the start of BLS, sa bandaging, highest na ang 78/150...and then we came and made the marker to 111/150.
>masaya ang recitation lalo na pag di makasagot ibang groups, they were all so arrogant to recite pero mali mga sagot. Competition is inevitable. So i saved the group by reciting and i was happy to hear the word "tumpak" from sir pagaduan.
>masaya ang rotational exam and the CI's congratulating me coz i was the highest. from 6 sections there.
>masaya makasama ang groupmates sa pagprapractice sa isa't isa magbandage. mukha na kaming mummy pero ok pa rin. haha
>masaya gumawa ng improvised stretcher at anf thrill sa surgeons knot na pag hinila dapat di maaalis. You can like hear drums in your ears pag hinihila na..tatatananan!!!!
>masaya magpabuhat sa lifting, haha. fireman's carry binuhat ako ni joshua, grabe, kakalula, tangkad ba naman bumuhat sau.
>masaya rin bumuhat ng mas malaki sau, ouch sakit ng muscles ko
>masaya magdemo ng packaging kasi di mo na masusunod ung partner, kahit sino na magbuhatan haha. wala nang malisya, nahahawakan na lahat pero ok lang basta pumasa. Fireman's drag nakakailang ung position pero ok lang, para naman kaming magkakapatid.
>masaya mag spine board. masaya ung itatali mo ung groupmate mo sa spine board na dapat pag binuhat at binalikbaliktad siya, di siya malalaglag. masaya ung thought na nagtrtrust sya sa amin na hindi siya malalaglag.
>masaya mag team building, we rocked this exercise. Ang bilis ng group ko as in. pinagisipan talaga ng mabuti. it's a matter of strategy and it worked.
>masaya makasama ang mga CI. sobrang saya. Sir ligawen, sir pagaduan, mam cosme and sir licup. masaya sila kasama.
>masaya pag kayo ang bida. masaya makasama ang group NOW-C at NOW-D...
we rocked BLS big time.
i want more BLS...
i miss BLS
| don't judge me if you don't know me | for everyone |
ok ok, what's next? i'll burn in hell because i wear earrings and stuff?
she has no right to condemn me, in the first place, she dont know me.
HER MESSAGE to MY BF
I've been looking at your pictures and phew!! I just said, "Erish is quite different now... he do really changed!!" Well, I just can't imagine, you just had a girlfriend and take note... she's an UNBELIEVER... maybe you are asking, how could i ever say that... maybe because i just saw her pictures wearing make up and even earrings... ganyan na pala ang bride body manila... allowed na pala kayong pumili ng mga unbeliever... well, yun din yung nakikita ko sa ibang mga kasama mo... pwede na pala kayong mag - mini skirt or humanap ng mga unbeliever...
well, to end this i just want to leave you a very special message... "I JUST HOPE THAT YOU WILL STILL CHOOSE A TRUE BELIEVER... BECAUSE IF NOT, YOUR LIFE MAY BECOME MISERABLE... MARK MY WORD..."
by the way, i just want you to know, i am a Medical Student nah... thank God!!! and sana, "FOLLOW ME AS I FOLLOW CHRIST" ka pa din...
God Bless...
DI KO TO PALALAMPASIN, I REPLIED THIS:
i am not impressed by the way you messaged my boyfriend. It's a little upsetting for someone like you to judge people that easily. im disappointed to hear that from someone who claims she know God and believes in him. So what if i wear make up? It's got nothing to do with my beliefs, as a matter of fact, i am a true believer of God, and based on what i saw from how you reacted to that, you judged me even if you didn't knew me well. Let's see, who's the unbeliever now? In what i know, the true learning from God has got nothing to do with physical features, rather her way of carrying herself and the way she deals with other people. Not only those who wear long skirts or stay as "maria clara" as possible are the only ones blessed by the Lord to understand his words and teachings. You do not have the right to judge me based merely on what you see. You are judgemental and that as far as im concerned is a sin against other people. You better watch your mouth lady. I am a believer and i know that erish and i are true believers of God. We are in love and you do not have the right to ruin that. Im pissed..so pissed.
i follow God's path and that is a fact no matter what you think. You're judgemental and that's not a doing of a believer as you claim yourself to be.
ERRRR....
According to my boyfriend, she was like in love with him since they were kids but he had never even looked at her. He was not a bit interested in her and she never accepted that. She was even a stalker. Is she this desperate? Jealous? or insecure kasi hindi bagay sa kanya magayos. I hate to be rude but she went beyond my patience line. ERish said she doesn't know how to dress up, so maybe she poured her frustrations in me, coz i got erish and we are happy as a couple. But i still don't know why she judged me that easily, just because of earrings??? whatta???
status: RAGING...IM all red and hot coz of rage!!!
| PRC'S to be blamed | for everyone |
- it consumes almost all of your time, and by the time you graduate and have incomplete cases, you need to complete them i.e. extension duties, completion duties
-it consumes money, aside from you pay the CI and the institutions involved, you would be forced to buy cases amounting to 500 for minor cases and 1000 above for major cases.
- you need to go back to every institution you had these cases, and let the staff nurses sign the PRc sheet again, and again....and if it's like in ilocos or manila, travel all the way there
- you get paranoid when other people have rising number of cases and you got only 7 all minors...shucks
- your mom gets paranoid too, arranging "special"; slots for you to complete the cases way befor you even graduate
- you are pressured by the clinical instructors, and they get mad if you decline their help...
- and the worse????
IT RUINS FRIENDSHIPS...GROUP FRIENDSHIP!!!
WHO THE HELL INVENTED THOSE CASES ANYWAY!!!!
| serenity STAT | for everyone |
You had loved someone so dearly, go against your family and friends for him, and then you knew he had someone else before, and it hit you so hard that the impact made is irreversible. However, the mere thought of him telling you the truth straight up, asking for forgiveness is somewhat touching in a way. Guys dont usually tell the truth, they would make too much excuses. However, the point here is, he had hurt you, a thing you asked him never to do, and he promised not to do. The thing that I hate the most is hearing lies and too much dramas, that made me insensitive that I just shut up and cry when I'm alone. I cry each time I find myself, alone in a four-cornered room...with all our pictures on the wall. It hurts that even if he promised not to do it again, even if i am willing to trust him again, I just still can't right now, but would try to bring it back little by little, gradually. I am happy with him, and even if I was hurt, I cannot see my life without him, and I can see his efforts of being a loyal bf...but i still have the fear in my heart, im scared of losing him. He's the one i loved this way. I wil try to trust you again, but please dont hurt me again...
And a second dilemma emerged, we had self awareness in Pyscha, and it showed that some of my groupmates or one, said i should stop being the boss, i know i become manipulative at times, but if i would not be like that, who will? I am just leading the group, but all the efforts and outputs are from the "group" not me. We had time to clear things out and it ended up in crying and hugging sessions, Joshua and I finally talked to each other and hugged...i missed that guy, my tatay.
and then, you suddenly feel uncomfortable around people...and you suddenly feel
unwanted and taken for granted, and you realize,,,,the only person you trust as of now, is the one who had hurt you, your boyfriend slash shock absorber slash bestfriend.
im disorganized, sorry...mixed emotions, disorientation, distress...='(
| insanity rushed into me | for everyone |
a girl texted me and claims that she is 6 mos pregnant and my bf's the father...
why only now?
| my articles for college paper | for everyone |
ANGELA BETSAIDA A. BELTRAN
BSN IV-NPV
Article 1:
LET US BE INTELLECTUALS: boost English competence
Living in a country where intelligence becomes an estranged word, and the intellectuals are in a stage of near peril due to uncontrolled instances of plagiarism, intellectual stealing, lack of government funding and denied existence in the pedestal of acknowledgement; we simply depreciate from our evolutionary ladder, denied good mental assimilation via education and simply be brain drained.
Facts and facts alone can attest to this dilemma this nation is facing. The Philippines was once publicized as one of the best English-speaking nations in the world, but over the years, English proficiency has been in quick decline amongst Filipinos. And I don’t just mean the occasional grammatical and typographical errors. I mean badly constructed sentences and the failure to form organized reports. The domination of the Filipinos in the English tongue is now in the brim of becoming a myth, hence nearing danger. Nearby Asian countries which have deliberately assumed blunt actions to study the English language are now catching up and have even overhauled the Philippines.
We can still redeem that almost lost glory in English ability if we take action with certainty. The quality of education the students receive depends largely upon the skill and competence of the teachers; hence, any effort to resolve the English proficiency crisis in the Philippines must start with the teachers. In 2004, it was stated that English must be the medium of instruction in all institutions. Thus, with a good foundation of English teachers and more effective way of teaching English would lead to a group of intelligent and proficient English speakers.
Aside from the involvement of teachers, one major fact that we need to consider is the effect of urbanization i.e. emergence of communication via emails, cellular phones, chat and two-way radios. Due to the demand of a fast paced life, people do their daily routines in the easiest way possible. Texting for one is an example of this. Since it only limits the person’s message to hundreds of characters, it mandates people to shortcut every word and sentence they compose. This directs the person to limit what he is saying. Sentence composition and spelling of words are now altered to a demoted level of standards. Students are not as good in English like the students 20 years back. This made them insensitive to the use of right grammar and sentence construction. Their English vocabulary is poor and limited to just simple words.
Quality education is primarily the obligation of the government. However, this obligation is not fully rendered to the students. Schools lack enough books and resources to facilitate optimum learning. Education is expensive and not all are fortunate to even step in an educational institution. This predicament lingers among poor families and it will continue to linger not until proper action is taken not only by the government but also the private citizens. Simple concern towards these unfortunate individuals is a big thing and it will help in the eradication of being branded as a poorly educated country.
People say that the country can live without English, and it would be better to use the national tongue. This is true yet we need to take considerations. The economy mainly uses this language as well as business transactions with other countries as it is the universal language. But have you thought that if learning it is hard for us, then unlearning it must take up double effort. It is a part of our life, our mere existence. It helps nations to communicate and work together, it unites countries and bridges the gap of diversity to take it to a unified level of relationship. Let us learn English and be intellectuals.
Article 2
WOMENEAUTY: narcissism 1 TAB OD FOR A LIFETIME
classification: self-esteem booster
indications: self-pity; inferiority complex, insecurity, bad image about self, anorexia, bulimia, altered body image, imitation of others.
dose: 1 tab OD for a lifetime or PRN when you feel down and ugly
WARNING: NARCISSISM CAN BE ADDICTING, OVERDOSE IS FATAL.
NARCISSICM ISN'T BAD OR A SIN. IT'S A WAY TO BOOST OUR SELF-ESTEEM AND A MEANS TO SOMEHOW MAKE US FEEL WANTED, ACKNOWLEDGED AND NOTICED. IT'S A MENTALITY THAT WOULD MAKE WOMEN NOT INSECURE ABOUT THEIR APPEARANCE. IT'S A REVENUE TO ERADICATE SELF-PITY OR INFERIORITY COMPLEX.
HOW CAN IT HELP? IT WOULD DEFINITELY BE A METHOD TO BE ABLE TO LOVE ONESELF AMIDST CRITICISMS FROM OTHER PEOPLE AS WELL AS HOW OTHERS BRAND US. IT WOULD FACILITATE THE MATERIALIZATION OF CONFIDENCE AS A CONSTANT COMPANION TOWARDS THE RUNWAY OF LIFE, THE REAL WORLD. THE POINT IS, NO ONE IS BORN UGLY OR FAT. BEING PRETTY ISN'T ABOUT HOW SKINNY YOU ARE, HOW FINE YOUR COMPLEXION IS OR HOW YOUR HAIR FALLS ASTOUNDINGLY. IT ISN'T ABOUT HOW MAGAZINES OR TELEVISION DICTATES IT TO BE. BEAUTY ISN'T ABOUT LOOKING LIKE CELEBRITIES OR BEING LIKE THEM. IT ISN'T ABOUT BEING TALL OR HAVING STRAIGHT HAIR LIKE WHAT SHAMPOO MODELS HAVE. IT ISN'T ABOUT WEARING WHAT IS 'IN' OR FASHIONABLE. SOMETIMES WOMEN GET BLINDED BY THE SOCIAL STIGMA THAT SURROUNDS THEM, THAT IF THEY WEAR THIS, THEY WILL BE LIKE THAT. IT'S NOT ABOUT, "I WANNA LOOK LIKE HER" OR "I WANT TO BE AS POPULAR AS PARIS HILTON". IT'S NOT ABOUT HAVING A MIRROR ALL THE TIME AND LOOK AT YOURSELF 24/7; IT'S NOT ABOUT ASKING PEOPLE FOR COMMENTS ABOUT HOW YOU LOOK. BEAUTY ISN'T ABOUT WEARING SEXY STUFF, SHOWING OFF YOUR BODY PARTS AND LETTING MEN DISRESPECT YOU. IT ISN'T ABOUT BEING SKINNY. SEXINESS IS HOW YOU CARRY YOURSELF, NOT HOW YOU LOSE WEIGHT OR HOW YOUR HIP BONE AND CHEEK BONE BECOME EVIDENT.
THE MEDIA PER SE HAD INFLUENCED THE PEOPLE ON WHAT WE PERCEIVE BEAUTY TO BE. THEY TELL THAT FAT IS ULGY, DARK SKINNED IS OFF, HEIGHT MATTERS AND HAIR SHOULD BE LIKE THIS AND THAT. WELL, I WANT TO TELL YOU GUYS OF ONE THING. FAT ISN'T UGLY, DARK ISN'T UGLY, BIG ISN'T UGLY, SMALL ISN'T UGLY, CURLY HAIR ISN'T UGLY. BEAUTY IS SKIN DEEP. THE REAL BEAUTY A WOMAN HAS IS HOW SHE CARRIES HERSELF, HOW SHE SHOWS OFF HER PERSONALITY, HER TRUE PERSONALITY. IT'S ALL ABOUT BEING KIND AND HAVING A GOOD BEHAVIOR. IT'S HOW SHE IS RESPECTED AND ACKNOWLEDGED BY OTHER PEOPLE AND HOW SHE RESPECT OTHERS AS WELL. SO IF SOMEONE TELLS YOU YOU'RE UGLY? DONT BELIEVE THEM, IT'S NOT THEIR RIGHT TO TELL YOU OF WHOM YOU ARE,
TIPS TO BE PRETTY (SKIN DEEP)
* STOP IMITATING OTHERS, BE YOURSELF, IMITATION IS SUICIDE
* HAVE YOUR OWN STYLE, WAY OF TALKING AND ACTING
*DONT OVERDO YOURSELVES PLEASE...
*DONT SPEAK AS IF YOU KNOW EVERYTHING, JUST BE YOURSELF
*ADMIT IF IT'S YOUR FAULT, THEN APOLOGIZE
*IF SOMEONE TELLS YOU THAT THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG ABOUT YOUR ATTITUDE, ASSESS YOURSELF, IF IT'S TRUE, CHANGE FOR THE BETTER, IF IT'S NOT, ASK HIM WHAT'S HIS PROBLEM...
*DONT TRY SO HARD TO FIT IN, BE YOURSELF, MAYBE BY THEN THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU WILL LOVE YOU MORE
*RESPECT OTHERS REGARDLESS OF AGE, STATUS AND ABILITY.
*BE GENEROUS, DONT BE SELFISH
*DONT THINK ABOUT YOURSELF ALONE, THERE'S BILLIONS OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD ASIDE FROM YOU
*DONT FORGET WHERE YOU CAME FROM AND DON;T BE ASHAMED OF THAT
*THE WORLD DOESN'T ONLY REVOLVE AROUND CLOTHES, BAGS, SHOES, GADGETS, MAKE UP AND HOT GUYS, THERE'S MORE TO LIFE THAN MATERIAL THINGS.
*REFLECT EVERYNIGHT...WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WRONG THAT DAY, AND THE NEXT DAY? DONT DO IT AGAIN...MAKE IT A HABIT, BELIEVE ME, YOU'LL BE A BETTER PERSON IN THE FUTURE.
| +++you'll be remembered always+++ | for everyone |
we will miss you, i will miss you loridel...i haven't accepted your early demise yet, it's shocking. i mean, i didnt expect i would lose a batchmate and friend this early, my defense and coping mechanisms are not that ready yet. i still remember our lunch together...at gimmick's...at mcdo...at swiss baker...at emperor's court. i remember the massage maneuver you taught me, it works so well until now. i remember your sweet smiling face and your jokes...i remember our cheating moments during mam emi's chem class way back in 3rd year, we were seatmates then. i remember you...a happy and bubbly person, but that all changed when i saw you...lifeless. you left us without goodbyes and answers...people are all asking why...but whatever your reason is, we will pray for your soul...we will always remember you...loridel regis...='(
| grateful | for everyone |
i love camp john hay and the recreational center...i am not good at roller blading though..but thank God i didn;t fall down.
after eating at the picnic area, we went rappeling (tama ba?)..ang astig...im afraid of heights and i guess i overcomed it already. thank you rhoda for providing funds para sa rapelling ha! hehe..watch the video...hehe..after that is the saliva drying eco trail...isipin niyo, nilakad namin from john hay, bundok xa, and lalabas ka sa nevada square na! ha!!! hahaha
well, we went home at around 5 pm, and met up mga 9 pm to go to samurai...a comedy bar...ang saya cos they're funny, well...dapat walang pikon doon coz everyone's a vicitm of their "lait lait".
and after all those happenings? we all got sick....haha...too bad
at around 12 am, we're off to Alberto's to dance the night away!
NO BOOZE for us...just fun night out with beloved groupmates!
| indecisiveness sucks | for everyone |
It's not until now...8 weeks until graduation, that I realized one thing.
"What am I going to do AFTER GRADUATION?"
A question that I can't answer. I really don't know what to do...and it's bugging me. Since board exams was moved to November, I would review...but what happens after the exams?
So undecided...so confused...so excited to graduate haha
| the mystery of PLANET X | for everyone |
I watched a video about it, it said there that how the earth were formed is far from what we learned and what religion told us to be true. The video showed that sons of YAHWEH (fallen angels) went to earth and lusted on females as what was stated in Genesis in the bible. The result of their mating were the Nephilim (giants), high breed giants who had great height, some ranging from 8 feet to 36 feet. These were the giants found in different places on earth lately. The 36 foot giant was found in Saudi Arabia, but was kept secret. However, many pictures were taken by their government.
It was said that these giants were killed by the great flood that
happened millions of years ago, but some survived and went back to
their planet, NIBIRU and called
themselves, annunaki. Well, so far for what I've read, I learned a lot.
We all know that the Sumerians were the ones who lived in ancient
times, they had written everything
about this but in 1976, someone translated all of it. They say that
NIBIRU revolves in an elliptical orbit from its place until the sun,
and it will come nearest to earth. By then, its great gravitational pull would creat pole shifts of earth making it stop to
rotate for a while and then the poles would shift. This will cause
great destrcution like tsunamis as high as 3 miles, earthquakes greater
than intensity 10, great flood and disappearance or most likely sinking
of several countries near coastal areas, sad to say, Philippines is a country surrounded by water.With regards to the pole shift, many people say that in 2012, the earth's north pole and south pole would shift. Thus, great destruction is near us and we are in perile.
MAP OF THE WORLD AFTER POLE SHIFT
It's
not clear, but the black spots are those place which will sink, in the
Philippines, the Visayas would sink...oh my God, I am praying right now.But before anything else, let me share the history of the so called PLANET X, NIBIRU, or the 12th PLANET
WHAT IS NIBIRU?
Andy Lloyd, author of "The Dark Star", presents a fascinating new theory about our Sun's binary or companion and the famed Niburu, based on the work of Zechariah Sitchin's "The Twelfth Planet". Lloyd believes that there is a failed star or sun circling our own with a cometary orbit beginning just outside the Kuiper Belt at 60 to 70 AU and stretching all the way out to the Inner Oort Cloud. Its orbital period is at least three sars or 10,800 years which is very close to what astronomers have given to Sedna's orbit. It orbits more or less on the same plane as the Sun and in the same direction as our solar system planets.
What
is really unique about his theory is that this dark star has its own
planets, the first five minor, the sixth an Earth-sized Homeworld, and
the seventh the planet or object we call Nibiru. The Homeworld
is much like Earth and is where our Annunaki "gods" live. Nibiru is
largely uninhabitable and acts more as a ship or battle station.
When the dark star is at perihelion(closest approach to our sun) at 60
to 70 AU, Nibiru's orbit, which is at 60 AU from its parent, has a wide
enough orbit to cut through our solar system, usually in the vicinity
of Jupiter's orbit, although this can vary. Nibiru's orbital inclination is some 30 degrees to our solar plane or ecliptic.As Nibiru cuts through our solar system in retrograde motion to the other planets it performs its various duties such as displacing or replacing planets and causing general havoc in the process. Its passage is momentous but short taking only a few weeks or months at most, after which it dissapears from view. It is fiery red in color with a debris-filled tail, and circling it are a number of moons which it sometimes uses as weapons to pound other planets. Nibiru or its moons were responsible for such feats as the destruction of Maldek and other planets which are now asteroid belts; the craters or surface scars on the Moon or planets of our solar system, as well as their varying axial tilts and orbits; the sinking of Atlantis and Noah's Flood; and God knows what else. It is the physical link or "ferry" between our solar system and the dark star system.
As I said a while ago, Niburu's magnetic field is so strong it could create irregularities in the orbit of the planets near it, in the above picture it would pass by, and since the earth has an asteroid belt near it, Niburu could create dislodgement of the asteroid belt, making it strike earth in a mass. So scary!!!
NIBURU's HISTORY
| Is Nibiru Approaching? http://paranormal.about.com/library/weekly/aa021102b.htm | |
In 1976, Zecharia Sitchin stirred up a great deal of controversy with the publication of his book, The Twelfth Planet.
In this and subsequent books, Sitchin presented his literal
translations of ancient Sumerian texts which told an incredible story
about the origins of humankind on planet Earth - a story far different
and much more fantastic than what we all learned in school.The ancient cuneiform texts - some of the earliest known writing, dating back some 6,000 years - told the story of a race of beings called the Anunnaki. The Anunnaki came to Earth from a planet in our solar system called Nibiru, according to the Sumerians via Sitchin. If you've never heard of it, that's because mainstream science does not recognize Nibiru as one of the planets that revolves around our Sun. Yet it is there, claims Sitchin, and its presence holds great importance not only for humankind's past, but our future as well.
Nibiru's orbit around the Sun is highly elliptical, according to Sitchin's books, taking it out beyond the orbit of Pluto at its farthest point and bringing it as close to the Sun as the far side of the asteroid belt (a ring of asteroids that is known to occupy a band of space between the orbits of Mars and Jupiter). It takes Nibiru 3,600 years to complete one orbital journey, and it was last in this vicinity around 160 B.C.E. As you can imagine, the gravitational effects of a sizable planet moving close to the inner solar system, as it is claimed for Nibiru, could wreak havoc on the orbits of other planets, disrupt the asteroid belt and spell big trouble for planet Earth.
Well, prepare for yet another possible apocalypse because, they say, Nibiru is once again heading this way - and will be here soon.
A Bit of History
The story of the Anunnaki is told in Sitchin's many books and is digested, augmented and speculated about in dozens of websites. But the tale is essentially this: About 450,000 years ago, Alalu, the deposed ruler of the Anunnaki on Nibiru, escaped the planet on a spaceship and found refuge on Earth. He discovered that Earth had plenty of gold, which Nibiru needed to protect its diminishing atmosphere. They began to mine Earth's gold, and there were a lot of political battles among the Anunnaki for power. Then around 300,000 years or so ago, the Anunnaki decided to create a race of workers by genetically manipulating the primates on the planet. The result was homo sapiens - us. Eventually, rulership of the Earth was handed over to humans and the Anunnaki left, at least for the time being. Sitchin ties all this - and much more - into the stories of the first books of the Bible and the histories of other ancient cultures, especially Egyptian. (Here's a good time chart of the alleged events.)
It's an astonishing story, to say the least. Most historians,
anthropologists and archeologists consider it all Sumerian myth, of
course. But Sitchin's work has created a diehard cadre of believers and
researchers who take the story at face value. And some of them, whose
ideas are getting widespread attention thanks to the Internet, contend
that the return of Nibiru is close at hand - possibly as soon as
somewhere between 2003 and 2013!
Where Is Nibiru and When Will It Arrive?
Even mainstream astronomers have long speculated that there may be an unknown planet - a Planet X - somewhere out beyond the orbit of Pluto that would account for the anomalies they were detecting in the orbits of Neptune and Uranus. Some unseen body seems to be tugging at them. The finding was reported in the June 19, 1982 edition of the New York Times:
Something out there beyond the furthest reaches of the known solar system is tugging at Uranus and Neptune. A gravitational force keeps perturbing the two giant planets, causing irregularities in their orbits. The force suggests a presence far away and unseen, a large object, the long-sought Planet X. Astronomers are so certain of this planet's existence that they have already named it "Planet X - the 10th Planet."
The anomalous body was first spotted in 1983 by IRAS (Infrared Astronomical Satellite), according to news stories. The Washington Post reported: "A heavenly body possibly as large as the giant planet Jupiter and possibly so close to Earth that it would be part of this solar system has been found in the direction of the constellation Orion by an orbiting telescope aboard the U.S. infrared astronomical satellite. So mysterious is the object that astronomers do not know if it is a planet, a giant comet, a nearby 'protostar' that never got hot enough to become a star, a distant galaxy so young that it is still in the process of forming its first stars or a galaxy so shrouded in dust that none of the light cast by its stars ever gets through."
Nibiru supporters contend that IRAS has, in fact, spotted the wandering planet.
"A Mystery Revolves Around the Sun," an article posted by MSNBC on October 7, 1999 said: "Two teams of researchers have proposed the existence of an unseen planet or a failed star circling the sun at a distance of more than 2 trillion miles, far beyond the orbits of the nine known planets... Planetary scientist at Britain's Open University, speculates that the object could be a planet larger than Jupiter." And in December, 2000, SpaceDaily reported on "Another Candidate For 'Planet X' Spotted."
Another article and photo appeared in Discovery News: "Large Object Discovered Orbiting Sun." The article, published in July, 2001, says, "The discovery of a large reddish chunk of something orbiting in Pluto's neighborhood has re-ignited the idea that there may be more than nine planets in the solar system." Naming it 2001 KX76. the discoverers estimate that it is smaller than our Moon and might have an elongated orbit, but they gave no indication that it was heading this way.
Mark Hazelwood, who has a large website warning about the impending arrival of Nibiru and how we should prepare for it, suggests that all of these news stories lend credence to the existence of the Anunnaki's Nibiru (although none of the articles said the celestial body was heading toward Earth). But Hazelwood says his research indicates that Nibiru will be here in the Spring of 2003, though he isn't specific about how he arrived at that precise time period. This website about Planet X narrows it down even further to "late Spring or early Summer of 2003, probably May or June," although they don't specify their reasoning either.
Andy Lloyd isn't as pessimistic - or at least his calculations are different. Since he speculates that Nibiru was actually the Star of Bethlehem seen about 2,000 years ago, "the problem faced by humanity as Nibiru again enters the planetary zone will fall to our descendants 50 generations hence."
But Kent Steadman at the Sentinal section of Cyberspaceorbit.com is tracking Nibiru based on the Spring/Summer 2003 scenario and offers several star charts, timetables and other illustrations that show where Planet X will supposedly cross the inner solar system.
What Will Be the Effects on Earth?
As stated before, the gravitational pull of a planet entering the inner solar system would have profound effects on the other orbiting bodies, including Earth. In fact, the Anunnaki story says that a previous appearance of Nibiru was responsible for the "Great Flood" recorded in Genesis, in which nearly all life on our planet was extinguished (but saved, thanks to Noah). Going even further back, some researchers into this topic suspect that Nibiru once even collided with Earth millions of years ago, creating the asteroid belt and resulting in the enormous gouges in our planet that the oceans now fill.
Mark Hazelwood and others say that Earth is in for some massive and catastrophic changes as Nibiru approaches. Floods, earthquakes, volcanic eruptions, a pole shift and other natural disasters will be so severe, Hazelwood says, that "only a few hundred million people will survive." Another site says the gravitational pull of Nibiru might even stop the Earth's rotation for three days, citing the "three days of darkness" predicted in the Bible.
Some of the Nibiru researchers also cite the prophecies of Edgar Cayce who predicted that we would soon suffer monumental Earth changes and a pole shift, even though he did not attribute them to anything as specific as a visiting planet. And, of course, the much-analyzed Mayan calendar is said to set the "end of world" in December, 2012.
Astronomers and other scientists who would seem to be in a position to know such things have made no announcements about the approach of any planet-sized body. Apparently, they have not detected anything of the kind. Those who believe Nibiru is approaching, however, say that scientists do know all about it and are just covering it up.
As with any such predictions, time will tell.| HE THAI EXPERIENCE | for everyone |
Being in another country for a hospital duty was not as I expected it
to be. I learned a lot yet I was culture shocked. I was like in Manila
but I can't understand the writings on everywhere, I can't understand
what they are saying and they don't speak English, and I would say "no
spice" to save my taste buds from torture. At syempre, naramdaman ko ng
ang feeling ng nasa ibang lugar ka, sign languange ang means of
communication. so hardTHINGS THAT MADE THE THAI EXPERIENCE REWARDING:
>>I finally got out of the country and pathetic as it sounds, was in a REAL airplane
>> I got a taste of thai food, much like "our" food here, but spicy and has this distinct smell that I cannot describe if it makes me puke or I like it. They like cold milk very much, well, i love it too. yummy. Maraming ibang food, iyong tipong titignan mo sa itsura kung safe kainin o hindi kasi hindi mo alam ung anu meron doon.
>> nakaka-amaze ang hospitals doon, hindi mo alam kung mall ba siya o hotel.
>> Iyong tipong nagkaroon ka bigla ng phobia sa technology, lahat kasi doon sensor, mula sa sliding doors, sa escalators, talking elevators, alcohol dispenser, faucets at oo, pati flash ng CR sa hospital. Isama na rin ang 100,000 US dollar per operation pag ang robotic surgery ang ginawa, latest MRI, CT scan at facial analyzer.
>> ang maraming gwapong thai...may isang gwapo sa cafeteria, knuhanan ko ng pics...tpos nalaman namin bakla pala xa...OMG
>> May starbucks sa loob ng hospital at sa tabi pa ng falls sa loob ulit ng hospital. amazing diba, compared to hospitals here. hehe
>> ang hospital sa thailand na may mobile ICU, motorcycle ICU at ang amazing na SKY ICU
>>
kung saan napakamura magshopping..as in! grabe....bags for 100
baht...mga 130 pesos..shoes for 100...blouses for 50...hayy...galore.
>> kung saan ang standard room nila sa hospital ay katumbas ng presidential suite d2...haha..at ang royal suite nla, huwaw. Lahat with plasma TV
>> at higit sa lahat, the friendship...SMF (super mega friends) ko!!!
>> of course, ang thailand at ang lahat about it.
| nasunog na ang UB | for everyone |
Paano na ang graduation namin?
Saan na kami papasok sa Monday?
Paano na ang PRC forms na naiwan ng ibang classmates ko?
Paano na ung mga TOGA, nasunog daw.
Paano na ung classrooms namin na puno ng memories?
Paano na ang basement na pang skills lab?
Paano ung mga gamit ng nursing dept, dental chairs ng Dentistry, Chemicals at autoclave ng Med Tech, cadaver ng PT, stoves at utensils ng HRM at radio equipment ng LA?
Paano na ang library?
Ang Second Floor? ..ang couch?
Paano na tayo gagraduate?
Paano na ang shop ni kuya Rico?
Paano na ang beloved nating foodcourt?
ANG SAKLAP. start from zero ba ito?
| though uncertain | for everyone |
Sometimes, our feelings change but that doesn't mean WE GIVE UPI know sometimes I become uncertain about you because of faults I see, but now, I realize that I am a pessimist and only see the negative sides of things.
You made me realize how an ass I can be if I want to...and I'm sorry about that.
I know I do want everything my way and I am deeply sorry about that too.
SORRY for...
1. telling you when to shave and when to stop talking
2. telling what to wear and if I don't like what you're wearing, I become a brat and nag you about it.
3. making "utos" all the time, I know I'm really lazy, but that's not an excuse to do it. sorry.
4. being demanding at times...
5. shouting at you when I'm mad...that's stupid, sorry
6. making your world revolve around me
7. being jealous of nothing and no one
8. being an ass...argh, sorry tlaga
9. making you cry all the time
10. keeping this relationship a secret from my family
i know you deserve a better treatment because your love for me is true, I'm sorry
I promise to make myself a better, no..the best girlfriend you've ever had...
IM SORRY and I LOVE YOU!
| ♥hearts♥ | for everyone |
- I don't want to make a fool of myself on graduation day, in my speech for the faculty. Worse, I don't want to cry while I'm saying my speech.
- I wish I could have the "cum laude" award, for my parents and the leadership award and the journalism award, for myself. I'm sure about the loyalty award already
- Maihabol ko ang requirements sa PRC before the filing so I could review for the board exams already.
- Be with Erish, and spend time with friends
- Pass the last examinations para matapos na
- Lose weight haha
- Receive stargazer flowers
- receive a stuffed toy
- Be health and happy
| thank you | for everyone |
My family, friends and loved ones didn't fail to greet me, and of course, my boyfriend came here to celebrate it with me.
♥♥♥Thank you for the flowers♥♥♥
♥♥♥Thank you for the gift♥♥♥
♥♥♥thank you for the 15th monthsaru gify♥♥♥
♥ But above all, thank you for...♥
♥ Spending it with me,
♥ Never letting me be hurt by anyone or anything
♥Feeding me endlessly, not minding the weight i gain, haha..i love you for that, for accepting me for who I am
♥ For the food trips in all my favorite restaurants
♥granting my bday wishlist, aw...the first guy to grant it...
♥ for being there for me, and loving me wholeheartedly.
THANK YOU and I LOVE YOU
| the pressure | for everyone |
It is very frustrating at the same time,
rewarding to hear the news from people around you
"We've computed the grades, and you are top 1 in your batch..."
I should be happy right? but nooo....I'm frustrated and pressured.
Now what? What do they expect of me next? Top the Board Exams...argh.
If it was like this, I'd rather die. =(
| seriously | for everyone |
Seriously,
I am so nervous for the November board exams. What if I took the June
Board and I would've been good at it? What if the June Board is easier
than the June? weird. But im happy im taking the in house review...i so love the drama!
haha ^^
Angela betsaida beltran, soon to be a RN!
I will pass it with flying colors!
I will be so good at it! weeh!
I will love MS!
| boredom from being a graduate | for everyone |
i decided to get back on painting...
i missed painting, and ther result was nice... akala ko kasi nakalimutan ko na...
| tumirik kami sa baha | for everyone |
Marami namang nag magandang loob na itulak kami hanggang sa malapit na Gas station. Pero hindi pala pagmamagandang loob iyon, 300 pesos pala ang bayad. Langya, lahat talaga may bayad na ngayon.
Stranded kami ng ilang minuto hanggang umandar ulit ang sasakyan at lumusong na ulit kami. 3 am na kami nakarating ng baguio pero bago iyon eh dumaan muna kami sa mga nakaharang na puno sa daan at mga landslide. AStteegggg!
wala lang. trip ko lang magtagalog^^
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